Make. Me. Care.
Temperment:Callous
Record:"Latearlous" by Tool

Callous-Emotionally hardened; unfeeling: a callous indifference to the suffering of others.

Sitting in class. I listen to people talk about how marvelous it must be to see the United States. They speak abouthow cool it would be to live out of a car and how awsome it would be to pick cotton for a summer.Damn Keruwac to hell.

Please. Bunch of brainwashed idiots.

Bradely, always trying to find the optimistic side to any wayward adventure states how it's a service to the world.

Not in this book. Everyone is high or drunk. How does that stimulate human growth?

"I don't think so." I said staring at him over the rim of my Sprite can. "When you do it every two to three years it isn't a big deal. It's more like, so what?"

"God Kim you're so callous."

I can't help but feel a pang of geniune compliment in that insult. I wink at him and take another sip.Here I thought I was a fairly good empath.

"Not just that Bradely. I'm also vicious."

Caroline cocks her head to the side. "I don't think Kim's calous or vicious."

This makes me smile too. Caroline I think realizes a lot of my thoughts because they dwell in her own mind as well.

Why thank you Caroline

"Why thank you Caroline." I realize I like to smile.

The Hate Track
Temperment:Just F--k it
Record:"Escape" by Hoobastank

Yes this is my hate track. Dont like the mix then get out the club.

All right boys and girls the last 72 hours have been pure and utter childish attitude inflicted hate. For those of you that are going to come and read this and have beef, might I direct you to the lovely link on the sidebar that says DISCLAIMER-courtesy of Lum. Read that then come back here.

First off Lotto numbers came out. I got a 63 and that's where it all went downhill. short sweet to the point--I wasn't leaving Quita. The Lotto here works like this the lower your number the more priority you have (like 1 would have the most power) well Q got 187...Starr got 29. Well I was first on her list and so me and her would take the good numbers and Quita was going to get left out in the cold.

Like I would ever let that happen?

So push came to shove and Starr got dropped off our list and Q and I will be living together next year. When Starr found out she sent out a hate e-mail, stormed off slamming doors, skipped work, and then ran away from the room. Yeah...now we've been trying to talk to her about the issues of the room for the last week and she's always been too tired or whatever. So yeah. If you want details, call me, e-mail me and you'll get it if I like you I just don't feel like typing it up. We've dealt with a lot of childish behavior in this room for the last 72 hours.

Anyway since Starr skirted her responsiblities and I wound up doing a 2 person job alone and then got a disciplinary form on my ass for flippin this jerk the bird--details acquireable via e-mail or phone call if I like you, almost got kicked out of my Education school major--yeah it's like that.

So that's like the sketchies blog entry ever ::looks around:: Its been a rough week. ::shrug:: I might become clearer in the coming days.

Oh group poll!!

Does Using Staples, glue, tape, and scissors equal about $20 worth of gas? Yeah...more on that later. I'm tired I'll get back to you on all that ^_^
bye ^_^

PS Don't like it then stop coming back here ^_^

So yeah....um...everyone go here please....

The Bunny

We are so Fired....
Temperment:Grrr
Record:Quita Country Music

Not so Random Quote :"The difference between a brave man and a coward is a coward thinks twice before jumping in the cage with a lion. The brave man doesn't know what a lion is. He just thinks he does."~Charles Bukowski

So yeahtoday Quita and my boss was being an idiot. He fired Akeem for almost no reason. And then he was treating everyone like slaves. Amato even started calling us Slave Girls as a joke about how Quita and I set everything up (which is a supervisor job I believe) and how he expects us to work the entire night and then put everything away. Quita and I are not the only people that work there. I can understand that the refs have been running the whole night so obviously they shouldn't be in charge of that. On the other hand there are usually 2 other scorekeepers and also 2 supervisors that usually sit around and do nothing...I ask you, why must Kim and Quita always do it? Anyway the rest is pretty much summed up in Quita's letter which I will post here.

Jaime,

I believe that we need to have some words. I would like to begin by saying
that it takes a lot to make me angry and you can ask anyone who knows me.
Tonight after your argument with Akeem, you walked back into your office,
looked around, and just said "chairs". Then when we were leaving, you bumped
into Kim on your way out of the door without saying excuse me. There is no way
that you could not have seen her and your actions were rude. This brings me to
the subject of my email. There are several people, including me, who have
considered quitting, especially after the deal with Akeem tonight. One thing
that I, and several others, have noticed is that you treat the people who are
total slackers better than the ones who you can always depend on. Kim and I
always show up when you need us whether we are on the schedule or not. We have
been hard workers down to the last minute. We get there 30 minutes early and
even set up before the supervisor gets there. This in itself should earn us at
least a little bit of your respect. Ever since volleyball your entire attitude
has changed. When I first met you, I could not think of a more agreeable boss.
Now I wouldn't even suggest that my friends come work for you because I don't
want them to be treated as if they are nobody and can be replaced at any time.
As an employee, I believe I should do my job to the fullest. I also believe
that if I am showing up to save your butt week in and week out, you should at
least acknowledge that. Kim does the same thing that I do, when you need her
she is there. We have totally cleared our schedules so that you would not have
to stress over a lack of scorekeepers, refs, or supervisors. Tonight, I
seriously wanted to just walk out and I would have. However, it is my belief
that you need me (since I am one of the few who actually show up to work). If
this were not the case then I would have been gone and Amato and Ralph can
vouch for me. I did not plan on coming back this Spring after the mess that I
put up with I will gladly leave. However, I would like to let you know that if
and when I do leave, three other people will be walking out of the door with
me. This is not random, a lot of people have been discussing it since the
beginning of this semester. We deserve to be treated like people. How can you
demand our respect when we are not receiving yours?


-Quita-

So there you have it boys and girls....And As the title says....WE ARE SO FIRED...and if we're not...I WANT A RAISE ^_^

Back at Home

Temperment:Mellow
Record:"Veins of Glass" by Lacuna Coil, In a Reverie

I decided I needed to be a whee bit more formated/formal now that I have a layout I actually like. The old one got on my nerves out this world after a month or so. Now that I am back in Macon I feel much, much better. The first thing I did when I got home was sleep. It felt so good to be back in my own bed. The room was pitch black. The Perfect Circle Mer de Noms was playing. It was cold. ::sigh:: I was in Heaven. Even when I realized how much work I actually have to do for this week, I still felt good.I have basically taken over the CD changer and it's kinda sad that no one has thrown my CDs out of there. It's actually kinda funny.

Starr got home last night at midnight. She thought she would be all alone so she brought some man up here to fool around with! I'm just kidding lol she'll yell at me when she sees that. He was jsut along to carry her luggage. So when we saw each other we did the typical girly thing. Scream, hug, and bounce. Today once Quita got back we all went and ate something. Then a hour long endevour turned into a "3 hour" affair. I put it in quotation marks because according to some people on our floor we were gone for 3 hours with an alarm going off the whole time--like we do it on purpose or some crap.

We ended up in Z-Wally-which is like a 20 minute drive away. About here is where I almost hit an old man....he was standing in the middle of the street. I stopped with tons of space away from him. The lady behind me kept honking her horn and then tried to go around me and almost hit the old man. She...needed to kill the road rage. Starr wanted to develop one hour film and the Mac-Wally doesn't do it well. Quita tried to return her Turbo Tax and get her cash back but they wouldn't cooperate. They made her exchange it. I told her no problem we could go to the other Wally and we could get her money back with the new one. So guess what the woman at customer service does? She opens it! Making my plan crash and burn from the start...:TEAR:

So from there we went to Media Play. I was going to buy the Perfect Circle eMOTIVE CD because it was $12 and I reach into my pocket and realize...you stupid stupid girl you left your cash in the hoodie. Oh well. We went to BAM to look for Kare Kano for Q and well they didn't have the next one in the series....not that chrono really matters. WE went back to Z-Wally and then came back home. Then we slept for a little while and did some homework. And now I'm here.

It feels good to be back home. I hate it at the house. By the way, thanks to everyone that was willing to help me escape/hide me/ feed me during the great family fall out at my house........my mom and I are...in a state of limbo.

Anywho...for anyone that's interested. A lot of my CDs were destroyed in the wreck either from impact, glass, or my blood (ewww) so if anyone wants to burn me anything that's appreciated....I'll even take a MP3 CD full of CDs ^_^ that would be nice. The worse part is that most of the ones I lost were the ones Geimer burned me...and none of his CDs really had ryhme or reason they just were his creations....my Tool CDs are gone....not fair.

Well yeah that's about it...for me. I hope everyone is well ^_^ and full (being hungry is sucky. TAKE CARE!


Random Quote:"The reasonable man adapts himself to the world; the unreasonable one persists in trying to adapt the world to himself. Therefore all progress depends on the unreasonable man."~George Bernard Shaw

Record :13th Step
Temperment: Content

New Layout Woot!....I made this one ALL ON MY OWN ^_^ cept for the pics (and I modeled somethings after the other blogs)...I'm so proud hehe ::sigh:: I'm tired I've been at it for a while.

The S.O.S.

This is what happenes when you try and do something and have your parents in on it. Junior is having surgery on the 10th (AKA 4 days from now) I've been telling my mother I want to go since the 14th (well officially since the last surgery that no one would help me get to but we are not going into that) So what do I get? She hasn't said no, but she doesn't look like she's going to say yes. I didn't want to lie and have to get people involved. I wanted to be able to say hey mom I want to o and be ther for one of my friends in a time of need. I didn't want to have to pull that bull shit of I'm 18 so I'm an adult now-because we all know that's crap. Now unfortunately it looks like I'm going to have to set up a freaking special ops mission to be able to do this.

Let me introduce you to her rational. It's not that she doesn't like or doesn't trust Junior or his family (I'm really not sure if I believe her or not) it's that Junior lives in a "questionable" area and she doesn't think it's safe for me to go there on my own. The idea of me staying at his house (since his surgery is AT DAWN and it won't really make sense for me to stay someplace else and then have to wake up and drive to Junior's house) was totally desimated because she said she thought that I might call attentinon and something might happen (Good night I feel like Helen of Argos or something--is my staying at his house going to cause a Ten year Bloods vs. Crypts gang war???) but I think she thinks it's (here it comes guys) inappropriate. Oh yeah....her word "unsafe" my word "bull shit"

So where does that leave me? Plan A) She can say no. I can leave saying I'm going back to Macon to work because I can't get shit done here and then just drive to 706 anyway stay at Junior's house go to the surgery and come back to Macon when it's all said and done.

Plan B) She says no. I can go to Macon actually stay there and see if his folks can come pick me up to go to the surgery (this has got to be my LEAST favorite plan of action)

Plan C) She says no I go to Macon and by the grace of God or Quita Travarris gives me a lift to 706 I stay at Junior's go to surgery and return to MAcon with Quita

Plan D)She says no I go to Macon and by the grace of God or Quita Travarris gives me a lift to 706 I stay at Rachel's, get Jon to give me a ride to Jun's house at like 4am go to surgery and return to MAcon with Quita (this is my second least favorite plan of action because it has so many people involved and so many variables--plus I haven't even asked anyone to help me out at this point because HAHAHAHAHA I actually thought my mom would take me seriously.)

Plan E) She saysno I go back to Macon and I don't go at all (this isn't even a plan of action it's anti action)

Plan F) Holy Shit...She says yes to me going and doesn't worry too much about the details (AKA who I'm staying with)

Note how the plans get more ridiculous as we go....I'm going back to Macon on Tuesday I think. because I'm not taking this lying down one way or another. I'll just use the excuse of homework and them not being around. I swear you try and be adult about things.....any comments insight and so forth would be highly appreciated...hell I'll even take stop being such a whinny bitch at this point.

So could it possibly be time for an update? Just maybe.

I really don't have to much on one topic to talk about so I guess I'll give a basic run down under headings ^_^ Oh how original.

Classes

Romanticism Okay well we had our first paper for this class was due last week and our first test was the day after. How did I do? I dunno. It was the first one so I felt like I knew a good deal of the information but I'm not sure what he wanted so it was kinda like shooting in the dark. This is the class I'm worried about for this semester. (Side Note: Got a 78 on my test T_T I coulda had a B)

O'Dell FYS I have and A in here ^_^ woot I'm a smarty! We just finished our second book. Which is like the 4th one I've had to read this year about racism and the black people's condition. Everyone in my class besides me is white so I guess the professor is trying to "open minds" but I truly believe that most of these kids aren't hearing a lot of this for the first time...so anyway hopefully things go up.

O'Dell Great Books I hate Plato. I think he's crazy. I don't like the Republic and that's basically all we've read all semester so far. I hate his logic and I'm having a hard time understanding why we are reading this and so are a lot of my classmates (except Sidney who is the female incarnation of either Socrates or Plato I'm not sure which at this point). Everytime I try and find the method to the madness the professor goes, "....well....kinda but not exactly" It's driving me nuts!

Finite MathThis is the PeterxJunior Hybrid teacher. He's really nice...and he teaches neat thigns but you gotta know where to draw the line. If it takes you more than 3 steps to draw a ying yang it's time to stop. This week for our Portfoilio project he wants us to have a page of flowers, a page of stars of david, and a page of ying yangs...plus pytagorean triple stuff plus the book work...O.o can you say OVER KILL???

Education This class....I don't know.I have to do an interview on the 15th. I can't even say anything whatever moving on

I think that's all my classes...I'm not sure

Work
Yeah Up at SSS I work for a woman that reminds me of the witch from Spirited Away. I affectionately call her Baba. She enjoys making me do trivial things like move her car from tow away zones and getting her Subway sandwhich just the way she likes it. Not to mention taking cheap pot shots about how expendable I am and talking about my scars and the wreck. I really don't like her.
Now for the other boss. This one at work by some has been dubbed...the Lepichaun. Oh yeah on Monday he had enough people for two games at once and only needed one set. Last night he was short 2 or 3 refs...yeah he's a smart one. Anyway he has no respect for any of his workers it really sucks....Why don't I quit I don't know.

Other Stuff I'm going home for Spring Break, at least for most of it. I plan on going up to Atlanta with Junior for his surgery but my mom is acting like she can't hear me when I speak so it might turn into a greatr crusade. Besdies that not too much going on...Yeah me and the roommates are good. Bought 2 new books I'll tell you how that goes later....and that's about it.

OKay I'm going to go write my Paper hehe and read Plato X_X